Old Stuff

What was in my mind when I wrote this?
Wondered...(It was written on Saturday, June 17, 2006 )

I am sitting on the edge of my bed, thinking
Wondered how life will be with it
In the past, it never occured in my mind
Recently though, it intruded my feeling
Everytime I see it approaching me
I run away
Every moment I see it moving closer
I step away
When will I have a courage
A Courage to have you
A Courage to see you within my life
A Courage to answer yes
Please show me the way
Please show me the moment
Soon or later....
I fear to lose this confidence